1. Alessandra Nardini

    Alessandra Nardini3 giờ trước

    Thank you for sharing. I think that these type of videos makes us connect with the fact that we are human beings and everyone is just trying to do their best at living their life with all the things that can come with it. Sometimes we forget this when we see others. We don´t see that we are all just people. I wish you the best whatever it might be.

  2. Audrey's Artistry

    Audrey's Artistry3 giờ trước

    I love you so much Desi! You are very strong and brave sharing this. You are not alone !

  3. Mary Quiel

    Mary Quiel3 giờ trước

    You are so brave!!!! To say u history...... no dejes de brillar jamás, ere muy hermosa por dentro y por fuera.... mucho amor para ti y tú Bella familia, mil bendiciones 👑👑👑👑👑👑👑👑

  4. Barb McGregor

    Barb McGregor3 giờ trước

    Awww, Desi! I’m crying with you. I’m sorry you guys are going through this!

  5. Hanna Malin Rosenqvist

    Hanna Malin Rosenqvist3 giờ trước

    Don't ever feel embarrassed because you two have difficulties getting pregnant. The fan you met in the elevator probably understood and sent you all her wishes. People never talk about it, but there are so many people that can't get pregnant/have a hard time getting pregnant, it's actually very common. The last year two of my acquaintance had babies through IVF Sending love to you

  6. Evelyn Flores

    Evelyn Flores3 giờ trước

    Desi, I have been following you for such a long time and I admire you for who you are. I met Steven during the Maybelline event in NYC and just for those few seconds and through your vlogs it goes to show how much he loves you and the support you have is amazing. Your time will come and you deserve it. Thank you for this video, I’m in tears and it breaks my heart for you. Your so strong and have such a great soul. I truly love you and admire you, keep your head up and know you have support from your fans and will follow through your journey. Qué dios esté contigo y pase lo que pase sigue con en corazón fuerte y con las mismas metas que te pongas en frente. Lo que tú quieras lo as logrado y este es un obstáculo más que sabemos que saldrá positivo 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

  7. Mommies Frugal Finds

    Mommies Frugal Finds3 giờ trước

    Don’t give up hope. I went through a ten year long infertility struggle. Had endometriosis and PCOS. I had three surgeries to finally become a mom. Then my husband of 16 years couldn’t deal with being a dad. We are still going through a four yr divorce. Trust your journey even though it might not make sense now. I still wouldn’t change a thing. I love my boys!!! They are now 5 and 7!

  8. Veronica Muro

    Veronica Muro3 giờ trước

    I love you so much more for this video 😩💗💗💗💗💗💗

  9. xoxoxCaNdLeGiRlxoxox

    xoxoxCaNdLeGiRlxoxox3 giờ trước

    I feel you 1000% I myself struggled for 11 yrs and continue to struggle with fertility. After having several IUI's I too miscarried my 1st pregnancy 4 yrs ago. Till this day, It's something that hurts my soul so bad. I feel an emptiness that I just can't explain. Fortunately, we kept trying and was able to get pregnant once again and had my son. I too believe that things happen for a reason and now I see why and I'm ok with it but it still hurts just as bad. We have been trying for a 2nd, but it hasn't happened...yet. I won't lose hope and pray that you don't either. It can and will happen for you! Just believe!!!!! My heart and prayers go out to you and your hubby. Much love Desi!

  10. Laura Sue

    Laura Sue3 giờ trước

    I am so sorry that you are going through this! It truly hurts me to see you in pain! I am definitely praying for you and your family!

  11. Stephanie Taylor-Baptiste

    Stephanie Taylor-Baptiste3 giờ trước

    Thank you for sharing. I have a large family and I am the oldest and am without kids. People ask all the time but I am going through my own medical issues and it might not happen. People always ask and it's hard because you want to scream at them sometimes saying maybe I can't. It's such a rude comment. Keep strong and praying it will happen

  12. Amber Dano

    Amber Dano3 giờ trước

    You are a strong women and a great influence on women. Praying for you guys to have a baby’s. God gave you the desire to have a baby and he will come through. God hears our cries and prayers, your tears are not in vain. I had my son at a young age and 7 years later his and me got married and I had a miscarriage before I got pregnant with my daughter and the. A few months later I got pregnant with my daughter. Six months after having my daughter I got pregnant again and it was a baby girl but at 7 months I had her and she was still born. That was the hardest thing I had to go through, should would have been 11 years old this year in August and you’re right when you go through things like a miscarriage or having a baby still born you feel like you’re the only person that’s gone through something like this but in talking through your pain with some people you find out that you’re not. It’s amazing and brave for you to share your story bc you will help a lot of other women.

  13. Nicole Sottile

    Nicole Sottile4 giờ trước

    My husband and I were told by a doctor we could not have children naturally. Two years later I got pregnant in the middle of an adoption process. Family’s come in all shapes and sizes. You will be a mom one day.....YES YOU WILL. Just don’t put your time with Stephen on the back burner because of putting so much energy in getting pregnant. I only say that because....We now have two boys but I will never forget the pain and low moments my husband and I had trying to get pregnant. Life is so short. You’re right EVERYTHING happens for a reason.

  14. Lauren's Look

    Lauren's Look4 giờ trước

    You are going to be an AMAZING Mama... The way you talked about this, the caution you have in every aspect of it, you are just make to be a mother. I had a very similar experience, I took Clomid a few times to make me ovulate and it didn't work... I gave up, and then I got pregnant almost a yr later... And had another child 2 yrs later. I've had 2 miscarriages in between all that... Go back to that Dr, don't be scared. You have a gentle heart, a heart of a mama, and you picked the most awesome father for your children. You're gonna be doing pregnancy vlogs before you know it. ❤

  15. Faviola Zelaya

    Faviola Zelaya4 giờ trước

    This was so hard for me to watch, I couldn't watch without getting emotional with you. I'm a huge fan and I've been watching your videos for years, and this made me connect with you on another level. I love you, and honestly feel like I've gotten to know you through social media. My heart breaks seeing you like this. I only pray that you and Steven get the little miracle you deserve.

  16. Lashawn Keys

    Lashawn Keys4 giờ trước

    Your so brave I’m praying for you❤️ leave it in his hands babe PRAISE BE TO ALLAH THE BENEFICENT THE MERCIFUL🙌🏾🙌🏾 your beautiful and your angel will be in his time❤️❤️❤️

  17. Adrienne Paora

    Adrienne Paora4 giờ trước

    Hey desi you are such a beautiful soul... i just want to let you know you are not alone. A long story short, my sister had a misscarage to her first pregnancy. She also gone through exactly what you had been through but then a year later she conceived again and she know has 3 kids. So i wanted to tell you and steven, you will be blessed abundantly. It may not be know but when that time comes i will a sure you, you'll not just conceive once but twice. I believe it will be.

  18. Veronica Baker

    Veronica Baker5 giờ trước

    Thank u for sharing ur story! keep faith and take that 20 dollar pill. May God bless u guys with a bundle of joy. U never know with the help of doctors...u guys can possibly have twins or triplets! 👨‍👩‍👧‍👧🤞

  19. Ashley Nadeau

    Ashley Nadeau5 giờ trước

    Oh my godddd 😭 I never cry watching VIreporter videos, but your story really hit my feelers! Don’t give up hope. 🙏🏽 There are a lot of babies out there that need a family like you two could provide. I’m sending family/baby vibes your way!! Praying for you

  20. kareemaandbeauty

    kareemaandbeauty5 giờ trước

    Thanks for sharing your story, I hope it happens for you ❤

  21. Mary Shaikh

    Mary Shaikh5 giờ trước

    I love youuuuuu

  22. Amber S

    Amber S5 giờ trước

    You are so strong and brave. You've just helped a lot of people.

  23. Destiny Flores

    Destiny Flores5 giờ trước

    Ugh Desi I love you and you are PERFECT! Like you said everything happens for a reason but I know it’s tough and I can’t imagine what you’re going through. You are a strong beautiful woman! I applaud your courage for sharing PERSONAL information. People love you and will be behind you always! 💕💗

  24. Emily Lloyd

    Emily Lloyd5 giờ trước

    You’re so strong desi! It will happen for you! Love you!

  25. Lucy Silungwe

    Lucy Silungwe5 giờ trước

    Love you so much babe xx praying for both of you ❤️❤️

  26. Make Time Now

    Make Time Now5 giờ trước

    As a mama who had a miscarriage, I sobbed watching you talk about this. You are beautiful and strong and I will pray that you are both blessed with a baby. Remember it's not your fault, you didn't fail anyone. It's the hardest thing to go through and I know you sharing this has helped many who are experiencing that heartbreak. Hugs.

  27. Tiffany Dejesus Nieves

    Tiffany Dejesus Nieves5 giờ trước

    Sending you so much love and prayers Desi! God has a plan and he's going to give you a family at the right time. ❤❤❤💪💪💪😙

  28. The Glam Belle

    The Glam Belle5 giờ trước

    Wow, I don’t think I’ve ever cried so much watching a VIreporter video. I know this video touched more people’s lives than you’ll ever know! I had 1 baby and then when I was ready for #2 I ended up having back to back miscarriages. I thought it was Gods way of saying you should stop at 1. But in His timing He blessed us with 2 more babies. Never ever give up hope because faith can truly move mountains 🙌🏼 I’m praying for you and Steven and I know that y’all will make the best parents ever...in Gods timing ❤️❤️❤️

  29. Elena Blas

    Elena Blas5 giờ trước

    Thank you for being so honest. This was so raw and emotional, I can’t imagine what you’ve been though. Lots of thoughts and prayers going your way. I definitely understand the desire to want your own children but we have recently adopted a newborn and it’s been so fulfilling! Not sure you’re there but you’ll be an amazing mom no matter how the baby enters your life.

  30. Meredith Finch

    Meredith Finch5 giờ trước

    Desi, you are so brave and strong for doing this video. Your hope is inspiring and I wish with all my heart that you'll be able to surprise us all with a pregnancy announcement one day! Whether that day comes or not, you should be so proud that you have made your corner of the world so bright and spread love and hope to so many. Sending all the love in the world to you and Steven ❤️

  31. Ana Moun

    Ana Moun6 giờ trước

    Thank you for sharing with us this part of your privacy. It require a lot of strongness. You really don't have to be ashamed at all, you haven't doing anything wrong. It's something that we can't control. You and Steve are beautiful souls and I hope from the bottom of heart that you will be parents one day. I wish you the best

  32. hair by Brandy 23

    hair by Brandy 236 giờ trước

    Seriously in tears. We will survive dasi.

  33. Nancy Florian Pelayo

    Nancy Florian Pelayo6 giờ trước

    You’re an angel Desi 🙏🏽 Don’t loose Faith 💕

  34. SAVAGE

    SAVAGE6 giờ trước

    You’re going to be such a great mother ! When you do get pregnant. You’re beautiful inside and outside !! God will bless you with the blessing you and Steven having been waiting for .. patience is a virtue. And YOU Desi, will continue to be blessed throughout life. God bless always ❤️ love you. Respect you.

  35. Leticia Hernandez

    Leticia Hernandez6 giờ trước

    I wish I could just reach out and hug you! ❤️ I wish people would understand that it’s rude to ask why don’t you have kids, why don’t you just go to the doctor. Ok because someone who wants a family so bad has never thought about going to the doctor. Much love to you! You’re not alone.❤️

  36. Boss LadyLaLa

    Boss LadyLaLa6 giờ trước

    I personally think that women who obsess over getting pregnant are unintentionally trying to maneuver God's plan. It will happen when it happens and continue to make love to your husband and it will happen when you least expect it. Stop blaming yourself. Just keep being thankful for your blessings and God will bless you will what your heart desires . . . a child.

  37. Angela Monima

    Angela Monima6 giờ trước

    Thank you for making this video.. I am hopeful for you and for me, God always has perfect timing and never gives you more than what you can handle. Love ya girl ❤️

  38. Ananya Artistry

    Ananya Artistry6 giờ trước

    my mother had same similarities like you .. after trying 8 years.... they got me 😊 so please don't be sad . may Allah bless you and i love you so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ take care ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  39. Taegan E

    Taegan E6 giờ trước

    This made me cry. I had a miscarriage at 9 weeks. 1 year later i had my beautiful daughter Olivia. When she was nearlly 7 months she died from cot death. Honestly, I felt God had shot a bullet at me. I felt life was not worth living. Why should I live this life when my children are cruelly taken from me. It was very dark. Now I have 2 beautiful girls asleep next to me. I am telling you this and other people that when life is shit and trust me life can be so cruel and un fair. Life really is not biased on who or what you are. You can survive and you can get out of that grey cloud. I survived and I am so glad I did. Please do not give up desi.

  40. EndOfLife x

    EndOfLife x6 giờ trước

    How do you delete these type of videos from your feed ?

  41. Brenda Lisa Guerrero

    Brenda Lisa Guerrero6 giờ trước

    Thank you for doing this. It makes me feel as though I not the only one. Love and light beautiful.

  42. Patricia Smith

    Patricia Smith7 giờ trước

    Pray pray pray pray! Gods timing is always perfect! Sending all my love

  43. Ka Yee Tang

    Ka Yee Tang7 giờ trước

    Desi you're so so strong thank you so much for sharing something so private with us and for bringing to light a topic that isn't much discussed. I've been following you for so many years now, im literally sat here crying like a baby throughout the whole vid. So much love for you, I just want to you give a big bear hug xo

  44. Lissu Valenzuela

    Lissu Valenzuela7 giờ trước

    Wow... I am at a college study session... currently crying hearing's Desi's voice crack!

  45. Emma Vickery

    Emma Vickery7 giờ trước

    Thank you ❤️

  46. I M A QYN

    I M A QYN7 giờ trước

    Maybe you have celiac's, it could cause hormonal issues, miscarriage etc. Also, get rid of the animal products, that will help a lot.

  47. lexyos08

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  48. Krista Cousins

    Krista Cousins7 giờ trước

    Desi, you are a strong, beautiful woman with a big heart and you still have is much time! I am sending you my love, and really hope one day you can bring home a beautiful baby. My family member had a miscarriage because her uterus was heart shaped and then she had a beautiful baby girl. I wish you much happiness ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Thank you for sharing, we love you!

  49. L M

    L M8 giờ trước

    im so sorry you're going through and I feel so much for you. You're so brave. much love to you and your husband. i wish you all the best there is in the world.

  50. allegra304

    allegra3048 giờ trước

    How anyone can thumbs down this video is beyond me. Desi, my heart goes out to you and Steven. So many people nowadays seem to be suffering from infertility and it's still an overwhelming feeling of shame for those trying to get pregnant. As a mother of two who had two miscarriages in between, I've felt some of that as well (though I can't compare fully). Thank you for bearing your soul. I know it wasn't necessary but I'm sure many out there going through the same thing are thankful to you for sharing your journey. No matter where it ends, you and Steven will be parents (and amazing ones at that). Hang in there. We love you and are rooting for you. 💖💖

  51. Hanna

    Hanna8 giờ trước

    Wish you all the best!

  52. Sinead O Sullivan

    Sinead O Sullivan8 giờ trước

    There were tears the whole way though. You are so incredible and I hope u feel like u are not alone now that u have shared it. You will have a baby one day and you and Steven will make amazing parents. Just know that the whole world is rooting for you. So much love to you both xxx

  53. Sasha Midence

    Sasha Midence8 giờ trước

    Desi I wanna start off with that I love you so much! Your amazing and so beautiful. Your my role model. 💓 one day I wanna do what your doing. Everything that you do motivates me to do better on make up but lately I've been lacking because my parents got into a divorce recently and that just killed me but I can't give up now. So I wanna tell you I have no idea how on you feel but I have 2 people that I love have gone through miscarriage. My older sister was one of them she was about 2-3 months when she lost her baby and it killed her she had to stay in the hospital for a week or so because something inside of her was not holding her baby and doctors told her she possibly can't have any kids so her and her boyfriend were so upset about it my sister was just so scared she wanted kids but it was just always a 50 chance she can either lose the baby or something could happen to her so maybe about a year later she got pregnant but was scared to tell anyone but her boyfriend so she waited more then 3 months just to be in the safe side and told everyone on Christmas she was due in August 15 but a month later or so she woke up in the middle of the night with bad cramps and had to go to the emergency room and told her she has to stay in bed rest until the baby is born so then the doctors said she's going to be born really early so we had no idea how early we all were just waiting so she gave birth to her baby girl on May 23 so she was a preemie and now she's 2 years old so beautiful and healthy. Then another year later she had another baby it was a baby boy and everything was healthy her and the baby and he's 4 months now. So I have now a beautiful nephew and niece. The second person was my best friend she got pregnant her senior year and I was the first person she told and everything seem to be find until one night I had a dream about her losing her baby but I didn't wanna tell her to worry her or anything so I didn't tell her or anyone. Then it was around her baby shower and I couldn't make it so I later on I just dropped off her gift and for some reason something just told me to touch her stomach and pray for her and her baby girl so maybe a couple months later my other friend calls me in the middle of the night and tells me my best friend lost her baby I was speechless I didn't know what to say or what to do so I just started crying non stop and just blaming myself for losing her baby like what if I told her the dream and she could of gone to the doctor or something but I just couldn't believe it she had to give birth to her baby while dead and she was a pretty full grown. So I visited her at the hospital and was just there to support or whatever she needed the doctors didn't really know what had happened but my best friend just kept telling me I don't want to have a kid anymore so it just broke my heart so I prayed for her I went to the chapel and everything. So a couple of years later she was pregnant again and told me and she didn't know what to do because she didn't plan it or anything it just happened she was so scared to lose her baby and I told her she will be fine. But I knew the baby will be okay because it was the same exact due date with her first baby she loss but he was a boy and he was born beautiful and healthy. God does miracles everyday. I needed to tell you these stories to be reminded. I know you'll get pregnant desi. I'll be praying for you everyday. I love you desi 💗

  54. Andrea Nicholls

    Andrea Nicholls9 giờ trước

    Love you Desi! God has a plan for you and Sven. Don’t give up. And thank you for sharing!! I don’t know if you will read this but, I think you should document your TTC journey. Those have been very helpful for my friends. I agree with your doctor, you will get you pregnant. Medical has advanced and I have faith you will be okay! And also your story is touching someone else’s heart. Praying for you!! Xox

  55. Alvarezzza

    Alvarezzza9 giờ trước

    Just pray on it and ask God for what you want this video made me really emotional too. I'm pregnant now but had suffered a miscarriage a few months before becoming pregnant I too thought something was wrong with me I was embarrassed and really obsessed with wondering what was wrong eventually it came though and when I least expected it just stay positive pray for what you want and continue to be happy. Look into natural remedies like Maca and Vitex that will help with regulating your period and ovulation and also start taking prenatal pills now even months before you begin trying.

  56. Jordan Michaels

    Jordan Michaels9 giờ trước

    You are so strong 💖

  57. PLo0626

    PLo06269 giờ trước

    Desi you have truly touched my heart. I have a friend who had tried for more than 9 years and just could not get pregnant. She had a daughter at a young age but married much later and tried for so long. She finally just gave up but then got laid off from work and during that time she got pregnant again after 9 years! I do think stress is a big factor! I will keep you both in my prayers!

  58. phunmy jan

    phunmy jan9 giờ trước

    The almighty God will make you be a mother to many generations in Jesus name. All you need to do is just to believe, fast and pray, I'm sure Jesus never fails. This video is so emotional and it remind me of how grateful I'm to God for giving my little girl (miracle) the strength to survive an extremely premature. I had my baby at 23weeks gestation and she is going to be one in August. The doctor told me the miracle escaped miscarriage and I'm very lucky to have my baby with me now after spending 4months in NNU. Just believe you will be a mother very soon in Jesus name. You can also try black seed oil together with prayers.

  59. Dionna Owens

    Dionna Owens9 giờ trước

    I can relate I am a minor three and 2 years ago I had a miscarriage at 5 weeks. I had to deal with it on my own because my husband just was not equipped with the tools he needed to help me. I think part of that was I found out I was pregnant at 4 weeks and lost it at 5 weeks and I always felt like nobody cared because it was so early on. it is my husband and mines little secret....no one knows that I think about him or her Everytime I have a period. I am 38 and pretty sure I will never get pregnant .again. Miscarriage is soooooo painful. God bless you and your family and remember God will only give you what you can bare.

  60. Jeevan Gurung

    Jeevan Gurung9 giờ trước

    you are such an strong lady dasi 🌹🌹🌹

  61. Naomi Fullmer

    Naomi Fullmer9 giờ trước

    I love you so much!! I hardly ever comment but you’re one of the first and only youtubers I follow. There’s just something so authentic and real about you that I def resonate with. Thank you for sharing this with all of us. You are so strong. I’ve been following you for forever and I remember watching an older video i think it was a Q&A with Steven where you guys shared that you had suffered a miscarriage. I’ve had 2 and then outta nowhere got pregnant with my daughter. Keep your head up love! We are all rooting for you guys❤️❤️

  62. mathilde kaygo

    mathilde kaygo9 giờ trước

    I just wanna give you a hug right now

  63. Mona Faure

    Mona Faure9 giờ trước

    That was so powerfull ! Thank you for your video and your sincerity ! Have you ever watched at ellie and jared video through their journey to get pregnant? I think this will help you I send you all my love from a French girl

  64. Jule Vanessa

    Jule Vanessa9 giờ trước

  65. Jessica Villalobos

    Jessica Villalobos9 giờ trước

    Desi please don’t give up, sometimes you just need to reinforce yourself and get vitamins to make your reproductive system stronger. I’ve seen my sister go through it for many many years to the point were she was in her second trimester she had a miscarriage. It wasnt up until she went to Tj and got injected with special vitamins to make your reproductive system stronger and she also had a lady (curandera) massage her pressure points to make sure your ovaries are in place and a month later she was pregnant with my beautiful first niece. There are so many things you can try and I really stand by this remedy for any woman wanting to get pregnant. I really wish you the best and I hope you consider trying this, your going to be a beautiful loving mother.

  66. Jen Patrice

    Jen Patrice9 giờ trước

    wow this was so hard to watch. Im currently in the same boat its been 4 years for us too. but it really is hard, I'm sorry your going through this, its really hard, and heartbreaking. so proud of you, your very strong, gives me hope. thanks girl! ❤️

  67. danny liebeno

    danny liebeno10 giờ trước

    I'm so sorry about your miscarriage. I had one at 24 weeks long and it hurts to see another couple go through this. I wish I can say something that would encourage you but I want you to know that God designed you to be a mother. ( forgive me if I'm being hurtful. It's really not my intention) The desire that is inside you and your husband to have a child doesn't just come from you alone but it's a Destiny that He has set for you. Don't worry you will laugh again and the Lord Jesus Christ will take away this pain. I will pray for you so that you can experience His will for you. Please don't be discouraged God will help you. I'm so sorry again and it hurts me to hear your story.

  68. laura dixon

    laura dixon10 giờ trước

    Love you!!

  69. Anna Pilch

    Anna Pilch10 giờ trước

    ❤️ I know what u feel. It will be one day for us!

  70. Samantha Slifka

    Samantha Slifka10 giờ trước

    I just want to say thank you for sharing your story with us ❤️ it’s one of my biggest fears in life that I’m not going to be able to get pregnant or be able to start a family of my own. It made me a feel a little better knowing I’m not the only one who fears that. Thank you again Desi ❤️

  71. bob bobbinson

    bob bobbinson10 giờ trước

    its just a baby... I feel like you need to toughen up a bit girl.... Your being ...... xtra....

  72. catsam16 Rhodes

    catsam16 Rhodes10 giờ trước

    Thank you so much for this, you have no idea how much I needed to see this. Everything you said was how I’ve been feeling and it’s nice to know that I’m not crazy and that other women feel the same. Thank you so much ❤️

  73. Katherine Barahona

    Katherine Barahona10 giờ trước

    Desi I promise if people do not understand it by now any comment I see I will try to report it before you even see it. I will pray for you and Steven because I know you’re both going to be amazing parents when it happens. Love you so much if I could hug you through my phone I would.

  74. Deanny Dakota

    Deanny Dakota10 giờ trước

    This is why I think there should be some unspoken rule do not ask about when a person is gonna have a baby or if the person is pregnant, if there isn't a public announcement do not ask and do not mention keep your thoughts to yourself.

  75. Kevin B.

    Kevin B.11 giờ trước

    Hmm, let me make a video and then scroll through to find a good thumbnail of me looking all sad. I'll never understand attention whores.

  76. SBRJulia

    SBRJulia11 giờ trước

  77. Kati G

    Kati G11 giờ trước

    You are in my prayers!

  78. ebony

    ebony11 giờ trước

    Desi, you are honestly so brave and so inspirational for so many women. Miscarriages are so common in my family and so are still births - and it is one of the most heartbreaking situations ever. I cannot stress enough how much you shouldn't feel embarrassed by this, your family still love you and so does your husband. You are a wonderful woman and you have achieved so much - may your life continue to be fruitful and may God give you the blessing of a child; have faith and rest assured that these things will be added to you. I hope that you are blessed with good health and eventually a baby (or babies!). Stay strong x

  79. michelle kuzee

    michelle kuzee11 giờ trước

    Such a strong women! ♥️♥️♥️

  80. Yanny 408

    Yanny 40811 giờ trước

    Truly broke my heart to see you cry 😢 have faith it will happen when you least expect it love ❤️

  81. Cristina Rojas

    Cristina Rojas11 giờ trước

    You'll get through this Desi! You will be in my prayers!

  82. Carine Waren

    Carine Waren11 giờ trước

    I cried so hard watching this... I don’t even know what to say, I’m just sending you as much love as possible ♥️♥️♥️

  83. Demi Rennie

    Demi Rennie11 giờ trước

    You brave brave lady ❤️ xxx

  84. Jenny Bojangles

    Jenny Bojangles11 giờ trước

    Stray strong you beautiful soul! I trust it will happen for you! We’re all here for you if you need to get that pain off your heart. Sending loads of love your way! ❤️

  85. Stephany Juarez

    Stephany Juarez11 giờ trước

    I had my first kid in 2011 after 2 years in 2013 got pregnant but i had a miscarriage so i understand where you are coming from , then i gave up and stopped trying because i thought something was wrong with my body and i always thought i would never be able to have another kid , god works in mysterious ways and things will happen when it’s meant to be , 3 years later after my miscarriage i got pregnant it was so unexpected so have faith Desi, my prayers to you and Steven ❤️❤️❤️

  86. GioiaGiulia

    GioiaGiulia12 giờ trước

    i loved you before you made this video i do so even more now youre such a strong and courageous woman! i hope you and steven get everything you wish for💗💗💗

  87. Amber Nikia

    Amber Nikia12 giờ trước

    This really touch my heart. It will happen when you least expected

  88. otp ls

    otp ls12 giờ trước

    Desi I have mad respect for you. I don't even think about kids yet but your emotions got me emotional. Also your video was not all over the place, it had a clear timeline when you told your story and you could not have done it better, I think you are such a smart and sweet person and so deserving of your wish to come true. Especially when you said that the lady in your dm made you feel better which made you decide to get SO personal on here to make other people hopefully also feel better.... that really touched me. We can't wait for it to happen too desi, all the love ❤

  89. Ashley Monroe

    Ashley Monroe12 giờ trước

    Desi, I hope you found some peace in this video. I personally want to thank you for make this video. So many of us struggle with this issue but often keep it compressed inside. My mother had 6 miscarriages before she had me. The doctors told her that she would never have a child, but then there I was. I remember being very young, sometime in middle school, I went to a doctor for issues with my thyroid and completely unrelated the doctor told me I have polycystic ovary disease. They told me I probably won't have children. I wondered how at such a young age I was so devastated by the idea of not having children. My whole "grow up, get married, have children" idea was crushed. From that time I've gained a lot of weight and now I know that is also a factor that will effect my chances of getting pregnant. I still haven't tried and it hurts because I want children so badly. Seeing my friends with multiple babies and I still have none, it hurts. Anyway, I applaud you for making this video and just know that in the end you've helped at least one viewer feel like things are going to be okay. ♡♡ Love you girl.

  90. Jessica Luna

    Jessica Luna12 giờ trước

    Thank you for making this video and sharing with us. My husband and I have been trying for 2 years now. I’m terrified to go to a infertility specialist, and I hope deep down that it will just happen when it’s meant to. I relate SO hard to the pregnancy symptoms and convincing yourself you are. I made myself crazy! It’s also sooo not easy when everyone else our age is pregnant or on their 3rd kid! The only thing that makes me feel better not having kids yet, is the freedom to sleep in 😂 I love how you talked about your journey you’re on now, and maybe a baby wasn’t meant to be at that time you miscarried. It gives me hope that maybe another blessing will come my way, before a baby. I needed to see this after another negative test yesterday. Thanks again for sharing! 😘

  91. klee7137

    klee713712 giờ trước

    Although I do not suffer from this. I’ve heard really amazing things about alani nu balance vitamins many woman have taken this who have trouble with fertility and they were actually able to conceive. I wouldn’t feel right passing up the comments and not mentioning it

  92. Anna Orejel

    Anna Orejel12 giờ trước

    You should go to a Mexican masseuse. My grandma massages ladies who can not get pregnant. She has been massaging since she was in her 20s i believ and she is now 80 and many many woman have became pregnant only a few months after they get the massage

  93. Jessica Sylvia

    Jessica Sylvia12 giờ trước

    Love you Desi! Stay strong! You and Steven are so incredible and I will pray for you! My husband and I have our own struggles and it's so hard.

  94. Pamela Cruz

    Pamela Cruz13 giờ trước

    I love that you've been so strong and optimistic. Just know that all things happen for a reason. I believe there is good timing for everything and yours and Steven's time will come soon.

  95. K3R22011

    K3R2201113 giờ trước

    I love you desii! You’re amazing and you will have babies when your time comes💕

  96. Sidney Anaya

    Sidney Anaya13 giờ trước

    I’ll keep y’all in my prayers!

  97. Daniela López

    Daniela López13 giờ trước

    We love you!!! thank you for everything, you've been my inspiration for years. Whenever I'm feeling down you lift me up with your humor and talent. Thank you again for everything!!!

  98. cabezaX

    cabezaX13 giờ trước

    I can relate as my husband and I are dealing with this situation as well.. I have reached the stage where I have just given up stressing about as I do not want to feel like I am disappointing myself or my husband, even though he is very supportive and understanding. Don't feel embarrassed I know it's easier said than done but i'll still say it, for you, me and all women dealing with issues of infertility, pcos, thyroids etc. that make it difficult for us to conceive and or carry our babies full term, DO NOT FEEL EMBARRASSED!. It is not as easy, as we are told it is, to have a child. I am learning this more and more. And yes people stop asking women these inappropriate questions. Thank you for sharing Desi.

  99. Sandra Soloducha

    Sandra Soloducha13 giờ trước

    Okay, I got the chills from the video when I saw your husband reaction. I'm so sorry about your loss. Things will get better, I'm sure.

  100. Pharaohs Whispers

    Pharaohs Whispers13 giờ trước

    Sending you love Desi💜