Why I'm So Scared (being myself and crying too much)


  1. Mackenzie Karl

    Mackenzie Karl6 giờ trước

    I loved seeing you be so open. I have been a sub for a long time and I have never felt so connected to you. Swamp fam forver, we love you Bunny! forever!

  2. Sanjana Sen

    Sanjana Sen15 giờ trước

    New Subscriber!

  3. Amy Auerbach

    Amy Auerbach2 ngày trước

    do not ever feel uncomfortable to share your robust energy on YT. Keep making fun reviews. Love your channel.

  4. 4323Woman

    4323Woman3 ngày trước

    Being vulnerable = connection, disconnection happens otherwise. We can disconnect with our selves as well as others by putting up walls. Every human longs and needs connection. I am so happy you are strong and brave enough to be vulnerable. We can numb emotions and that does work, but we numb ALL emotions ... all the good stuff along with the bad. Being vulnerable is the key for creativity, joy, love and all the good stuff. Bravo Bunny!! 😍😍😍

  5. Tammy Simon

    Tammy Simon4 ngày trước

    Please dont change. Be WHO you are. I'm new to your channel since seeing Shane's video on you. I am now addicted to you. I'm 47 and relate to your goofy side. Keep it up and dont be afraid to show your life. Thank you. 🐊☕🐰💕

  6. it's Ellie

    it's Ellie5 ngày trước

    thank you

  7. Estefania Rodriguez

    Estefania Rodriguez5 ngày trước

    I’m back after 4 years that I have left. I felt like that wasn’t the bunny I fell in love with I’m happy that my bunny is coming back thank you Shane. My Bunny I love you so much and I’m back and I’m so sorry I left I promise you I will never leave again.

  8. tina musselwhite

    tina musselwhite5 ngày trước

    Sorry seeing this sooo late, but this was wonderful. Even other people that are not VIreporterrs have anxiety and depression, and it helps to hear that the people we watch that seems like that has it all together and are all together and successful have problems like us. I loved the episodes with Shane, and his content has so much improved, now you can see that everybody likes the real, be you girl! Do you, and we will love you!!!

  9. Amanda Davies

    Amanda Davies5 ngày trước

    I remember rooting for you when I was 14. And I'm happy to see you again. I'm 26 now. You are loved.

  10. Zoe Collins

    Zoe Collins5 ngày trước

    �Love doesn�t hurt. Loving the wrong person does.� *( Pdfdownload2015*com )* 4015

  11. Mel Carra

    Mel Carra6 ngày trước


  12. The JC

    The JC6 ngày trước

    I’m on a journey to find myself after my life has been a total train reck !! .Change is hard and most days I just want to give up completely. If you Could give one tip to someone finding them-self what would it be . I need a shane & a bunny in my life. I love these types of videos it makes people like me feel less alone xx

  13. ruthtantao

    ruthtantao8 ngày trước

    Thank you for sharing who you are. You never have to hide yourself. Live your truth bunny. We love you😍

  14. funkITupDUDE

    funkITupDUDE8 ngày trước

    U rock Bun, as bold as you are, all natural 🖤

  15. Daniel F

    Daniel F9 ngày trước

    love and light to you

  16. Bicultural Familia

    Bicultural Familia9 ngày trước

    Never been to your channel before, but I just watched your series on Shane's channel. So glad to see you refinding your authentic self. ♥

  17. abbi harrell

    abbi harrell10 ngày trước

    I’m back, I never left the swap family I just got really busy with life. I stumbled upon Shane’s videos and started watching but I think you are the coolest cat in the game bunny

  18. Alexandra Godoy Gonzalez

    Alexandra Godoy Gonzalez10 ngày trước

    Don’t worry bunny we love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much ok and we will always be here for you

  19. Chloe Watts

    Chloe Watts11 ngày trước

    Hi Bunny! I have to admit that I was one of your subscribers that unsubscribed (I think I've been a subscriber since 2014/2015?) because you were doing so many unboxing videos/ all your videos were almost TOO MUCH sassiness, you know? I could see the insincerity (like you said, not a mask, but a version of yourself that you thought people would like). I think I first subscribed to you because i watched a lot of your paranormal stories and you were so different and quirky and all-around yourself. After seeing shane's video, though, it was so refreshing to see you open up like that. I wish you nothing but the ABSOLUTE best!

  20. Allie Prizer

    Allie Prizer12 ngày trước

    So Happy you are embracing your TRUE SELF!!!!!!

  21. Allie Prizer

    Allie Prizer12 ngày trước

    I'M BACK and I LOVE YOU SM!!!!!!

  22. Jessica Ray

    Jessica Ray12 ngày trước

    I'm so glad you're back all shiny and new! I could watch you being yourself all day. I have always loved when you're just being your quirky and weird self. It's a little bit of myself reflected on VIreporter. :) Keep doing what you're doing. You're upward trajectory isn't over yet!!! Love ya girlie!!!

  23. Pecha Dee

    Pecha Dee12 ngày trước


  24. yoonie stan

    yoonie stan13 ngày trước

    7:19 “are you in your feelings bunny?” “yes” “kiki do you love me?”

  25. Emily Vincent 22

    Emily Vincent 2213 ngày trước

    Love you soooo much xxx

  26. thelittlewildkat1

    thelittlewildkat113 ngày trước

    Man, what a great video.

  27. Just a 46 yr old.Makeup enthusiast

    Just a 46 yr old.Makeup enthusiast13 ngày trước

    Yes I have to practice at, it’s worth getting out of bed and I am still worth something for my sons. Who still want me alive. Thank You for giving that back to me and them! Much Love toYou 😘💋😍

  28. Just a 46 yr old.Makeup enthusiast

    Just a 46 yr old.Makeup enthusiast13 ngày trước

    I’m inspired to get my voice out there and maybe making my own videos, so people can really appreciate what it’s like for myself to be over forty five and trying to find out how to reclaim my own life after having my left leg amputated. Much Love toYou 😘💋😍❤️❤️❤️

  29. johnnyd1601

    johnnyd160113 ngày trước

    This is amazing!! I love your personality and I think that your work is amazing. the way you power forward is so inspiring. the way you feel is relatable to me because there are just so many things in my life that bring me down and I just feel depressed.. but seeing this really shook me. Keep doing what you do

  30. Jennbeth24

    Jennbeth2414 ngày trước

    We love you Bunny! (P.S. Some of us never left, but I'm so happy that you are in this new place in your life) :)

  31. Stacy Leipert

    Stacy Leipert14 ngày trước

    Love you bunny!

  32. Kaycee that's me

    Kaycee that's me16 ngày trước

    Never too much crying xoxox

  33. Alyssa DiVeronica

    Alyssa DiVeronica17 ngày trước

    always love you bunny always will

  34. x_Punky_Rainbow_Wardster_x

    x_Punky_Rainbow_Wardster_x17 ngày trước

    Hi Bunny, I’m fairly new to watching your videos and I grew to love your wackyness, the other side of you would sometimes pop through and that along with your sense of humour kept me staying the more I got to know you. Now I’ve just watched your series with Shane etc (yeah I’m so behind in the world of VIreporter lol) and I really felt for you so much. Just know that there are people out there who love your wacky side AND the side you were hiding. Don’t EVER change who you are for views, or feel you have to be one or the other. JUST BE YOU. make stuff that makes your heart sing and those who truly love you will stick around. Trust that you are not alone in the depression/anxiety thing and sooooo much of what you said is so relatable to many. You’re never alone. You are worthy. You are unique and special and those who don’t love you for you aren’t worth your time. I look forward to seeing more from you and am most certainly part of your swamp family now if you’ll have me 😜 P.S I love graveyards too, have since I was a child and always thought I was weird as they’re a place I go to whenever I need some space and grounding and comfort. I’m feel so peaceful there, and I guess in a way it’s because in life we sometimes feel we have to hide those raw and painful part of ourselves, that we shouldn’t talk about the hard stuff that has happened in our lives, yet a cemetery makes me feel like my losses are worth something and that it’s ok to feel that grief. That others are going through or have gone through that pain just as I have. That’s something that really connects us all, no matter who we are, love and loss is something we all feel. Sorry if that was deep) Anyhoo, you take care of yourself and be kind to yourself. You deserve it 😘💖💜💙💚💛🧡

  35. Queen Yass

    Queen Yass17 ngày trước

    Yay Bunny you got over 4 million vews on this! I’m so happy for you!

  36. Alpaca Terry

    Alpaca Terry18 ngày trước

    I would love to see what you actually really want. We love you~~~❤

  37. Cats, Crescent Moons & Mayhem

    Cats, Crescent Moons & Mayhem19 ngày trước

    Hey Bunny! I watched you a lot in 2015 and kind of just fell off of the face of the earth when things got rough in my life and somehow just didn't come back to your stuff since I got back, but I just ventured through Shane's videos with you after being drawn in by the new Jake Paul series he's doing and oh my god! I never ever guessed even when I watched you all the time that we shared some deep things, I cried with you so much watching you open up and I relate so much, and I know I'm late to the reunion but I'm so excited to start watching more of your content again

  38. DarkPrincess

    DarkPrincess21 ngày trước

    New sub, here from Shane, you're so cool!!

  39. Debbyrose

    Debbyrose21 ngày trước

    I just subscribed coming from Shane's channel, you are simply amazing girl, I look forward to watching you🤗🤗🤗

  40. SweetLike Monica

    SweetLike Monica21 ngày trước


  41. Renae Johnen

    Renae Johnen22 ngày trước

    I’m not a returning I’m a first! I kept watching you for 14 hours to distract me from my illness of meningitis that nearly killed me so I know now how precious my time is and I am watching you! Keep being authentic and ever changing and remember people come and go in our lives for reasons not of us at all. But I pray you continue reinventing yourself!!! Thanks Bunny for the entertainment and for letting me in on your life.

  42. freaks of apocalypse ahs

    freaks of apocalypse ahs22 ngày trước

    I never heard of you or this channel before no offence but I saw shanes video and immediatly came here and after this comment im subscribing

  43. Beauty and the Vlog

    Beauty and the Vlog23 ngày trước

    I’ve been with you since the beginning, girl. I love you. Keep going!

  44. Claire Luna

    Claire Luna24 ngày trước

    Just saw Shane's video series with you. I watched you a few years ago, for a few years. I can't remember why exactly I unsubscribed. I remember anxiety and your raw authentic videos expressing your persona, barely focusing on the lens.. was a huge reason i initially subscribed (compared to other YTers) These videos give me life. Solidarity with others with outcasts/people who deal with mental health problems. Vulnerability is a precious thing. Takes courage and a feeling of exposure and worry. Much love to you and yours, to be following you for plenty more time, i just know .. X

  45. Haidy Doll

    Haidy Doll26 ngày trước

    Get it girl!! ❤️🖤❤️ You got this more than you know ❤️🖤

  46. Renee Tucker

    Renee Tucker27 ngày trước

    I felt like I had outgrown your channel, but didnt unsub. You are so funny and hilarious but I feel like it got to the point that you were forcing it. I watched your series with shane and it made me see you as a REAL person. Like back in your graveyard days! I love you bunny and I cant wait to keep seeing you showing us the true bunny💚💚💚

  47. Kara Monroe

    Kara Monroe27 ngày trước

    You are so amazing and we are here for you 😊😊😊😊

  48. Heidy

    Heidy27 ngày trước

    I haven’t watched you before but I’m here for this now and I support everything you’re doing honeybunny!!!💘💘💘💘

  49. Avian vilot

    Avian vilot28 ngày trước


  50. Avian vilot

    Avian vilot28 ngày trước

    8.8M on September Sr

  51. Jennifer Ash

    Jennifer Ash29 ngày trước

    I think your awesome!!! Your helping sooo many girls!!

  52. WSR WeeklyPicks

    WSR WeeklyPicks29 ngày trước

    i am new and lovin it ;)

  53. Erica Simpson

    Erica SimpsonTháng trước


  54. 도마

    도마Tháng trước

    I’m here with you to the end bunny 💗

  55. Charles Dearing

    Charles DearingTháng trước

    It's taking everything I have not to write a book here. I don't know if you'll ever see this comment, but ...what I'd give to talk at length to you. Not like that...... Panic attacks, depression and caring too much what people think has taken over my life. I've had panic disorder my entire life so, to a degree, I'm a prisoner in my own home. Yes, a lot of people go through what I'm going through, but a lot of times knowing that doesn't really help lighten the load. I could go on, but not sure what to say. I'm even considering starting a second channel to get it all out there. Thanks for being real. I know it was a jump for you and I applaud it.

  56. Maya Smith

    Maya SmithTháng trước

    This makes me so happy!! I never unsubscribed because i love you too much but I did stop watching. (Which is why I'm just now seeing this) I'm so excited to binge all of these videos until I'm caught back up🤗😊 love you bunny!!

  57. Jessica Johnson

    Jessica JohnsonTháng trước

    I’m late to following along with this docu-series about you and your struggle to get back to your true self, but I have been a longtime subscriber and I LOVE YOU. I have always come to your channel whenever I needed a break from life, and wanted someone to chill with. To talk about Johnny Depp and Clockwork Orange with. To look at creepy black and white photos with. You are such a unique and incredible person, and I truly hope you see what a gift you are to the world. It sounds cheesy, but I would be lost without your face in my subscription box. Love you so so so much Bunny, and don’t ever be afraid to show what you’re truly feeling/proud of/scared about/etc.

  58. Stephanie haynie-cecchi

    Stephanie haynie-cecchiTháng trước

    I've watched you for years, and I'm so glad to be watching and rediscovering your channel again!!! So amazing, we missed you!!!!

  59. Christina Belmares

    Christina BelmaresTháng trước

    first video I've seen on her channel and I don't like her, she has problems she needs to take care of

  60. Kacy Mccall

    Kacy MccallTháng trước

    The feeling of the fog thickening around you and the feeling jesus puts people you needright there at the right time every time and that hes got you and its not ur brains emotions fault its that dip down that pulls you back and the frustration builds and when jesus steps in its like why was i getting scared im always going to be ok and i see that coming from you too i dont watch people who dont feel what crazy feelings i have

  61. Gianna Canarte

    Gianna CanarteTháng trước

    to be honest i didn't watch you before shane introduced me to you and your channel but you have this amazing energy and you have do much potential. i wish you the best of luck dear 🖤.

  62. Denise Batalha

    Denise BatalhaTháng trước

    I actually like these types of videos, but now I know that you have a separate channel for that, I will be subscribing!! I feel like I can relate to you with everything: the silliness, the realness, the mental "anguish" you go through, etc. Love you!!

  63. Tamara Van Aardt

    Tamara Van AardtTháng trước

    love you bunny!! so glad that YOU are back!!!

  64. Trinity Roulo

    Trinity RouloTháng trước

    I love you bb 💕

  65. Eleanor Nell

    Eleanor NellTháng trước

    You have the most beautiful blue eyes.. And I am an old soul like you. I see lots of you in myself with the anxiety and fear. Thank you for opening up Bunny, takes a lot of bravery. I know first hand! Stay strong!!

  66. EyeSpyDesigns

    EyeSpyDesignsTháng trước

    I'm 3 months late to this... but I'm back and I love the new you. I love the old you too... but I think I had a harder time connecting because I do feel like you daily as a woman, a wife, a mother, a friend, & a human being. I still have to take this in small doses because your energy is always intense...but that's not a bad thing. That's a me "issue" thing with being a heavy empath that can get drained from that sort of energy level. So you keep doing this and I'll keep coming back and watching on my good days. 💗😍💕

  67. EyeSpyDesigns

    EyeSpyDesignsTháng trước

    I worded that wrong. I meant BEFORE I couldn't connect a much. Now? I can, because I feel like you. Sorry. I'm on Nyquil. 🙎💁

  68. Isabella Prince

    Isabella PrinceTháng trước

    Aw I'm so glad you're coming back!! I love this genuine side of you!!!

  69. Shazia Qureshi

    Shazia QureshiTháng trước

    🍹I love you and just only pray for God god bless you ever forever 🍹

  70. enk989

    enk989Tháng trước

    You're an artist, Bunny! Every artist goes through their ups and downs with creativity. Coming from someone with an artist as a father - artists feel so much more than your average human being and are much more affected by seemingly trivial issues. Glad to see you're on the up! So much love! Don't change!

  71. Ashley Magos

    Ashley MagosTháng trước

    I’m not sure if this will make sense but learning about all this things you have accomplished and kept silent have made me realize that I need to start loving myself. We all love you for who you are! We all see the best in you, yet I feel like you were unable to do so yourself...you were struggling to love what’s best in you and focused on the negatives. I could relate to you so much and then it hit me how maybe people view me the way we view you..so love yourself!!!

  72. BreadLikesSpanners

    BreadLikesSpannersTháng trước

    Subscribed! Its so meta watching the new Bunny, I feel revived too! Be the best you bc its in there! 😋

  73. Zoey Taylor

    Zoey TaylorTháng trước

    You don’t sound dramatic!!

  74. Zoey Taylor

    Zoey TaylorTháng trước

    We do love you so much !

  75. Kendall Gray

    Kendall GrayTháng trước

    thrive, love. the world needs your authenticity. you're phenomenal .

  76. Paige McIntire

    Paige McIntireTháng trước


  77. kiana pirtle

    kiana pirtleTháng trước

    I didn’t even know you had a 2nd channel

  78. Lauren Boudreaux

    Lauren BoudreauxTháng trước

    Get over youself!!!

  79. BoomBoom

    BoomBoom12 ngày trước

    How can someone make s comment like this on a spectacular video where she’s expressing her true feelings and opening up about her depression etc

  80. HeyWorldItsHero

    HeyWorldItsHero20 ngày trước

    You don’t understand what she’s going through you moron. Start respecting other people.

  81. Lauren Boudreaux

    Lauren BoudreauxTháng trước

    You made this vid seem like you were genuinely upset and you weren't......

  82. Ash Thrasher

    Ash ThrasherTháng trước

    I adore the real you, & subbed just for that reason! Keep it real & I’m sure you’ll keep your fans & gain tons more! 💕💜💕

  83. Chelsea nieve

    Chelsea nieveTháng trước

    I love yous ❤️

  84. Beth Rees

    Beth ReesTháng trước

    I’ve been a subscriber for a long time, but did stop watching your vids. Glad to see you willing to grow and be more authentic. Super cool! I look forward to fresh content 🙌🏼

  85. Lauren Mackenzie

    Lauren MackenzieTháng trước

    I have so much love for you!! I am so happy you are finding your way back to us

  86. Sini Isokoski

    Sini IsokoskiTháng trước

    I like better when you are real you. You can be weird but as long as you are you. ❤️

  87. Kimberly Askren

    Kimberly AskrenTháng trước

    you're cacooning

  88. Amanda Lester

    Amanda LesterTháng trước

    You make me wanna do VIreporter!! ❤️❤️❤️ should I?!?

  89. Amanda Lester

    Amanda LesterTháng trước

    Bunny! I’ve been here for years and years I’m not goin anywhere!!! Wish I could have a one on one.. we all need to vent! 😁 and Shane! I’m also an OG on your Channel!!!! 🤷🏼‍♀️☺️☺️👏🏼🙌🏼

  90. monbebe x

    monbebe xTháng trước

    I miss you and bunny I love you so much 💗

  91. beyondcozy11

    beyondcozy11Tháng trước

    Bunny we love you and we are so happy for you (:

  92. Shalacy Manderson

    Shalacy MandersonTháng trước

    Shane that is really sweet of you to do what you do.. you are such an amazing person. And you need your own show already!!! The only thing I don't like though is I have went to her channel to see if she has been doing different stuff like you said she should do. and she is still making the does this thing really work series.. it was kind of dissapointing.. i was really expecting some different content.

  93. Molly Kerr

    Molly KerrTháng trước

    You ruined Shane’s video tbh. I mean ur all about scary stuff and then as soon as poor Garrett made a joke, all u do is histerically cry. I mean seriously 😒 🙄

  94. Die Swan

    Die SwanTháng trước

    Honestly, I adore how extra you are! I wish I had the courage to let my own eccentricities shine the way you do. Including the parts that aren't necessarily "goofy" or "sassy" are part of your own unique weirdness and I admire all of it. You are such an inspiration and a loving, kind and fun person. 😙

  95. jazylovesmakeupxo

    jazylovesmakeupxoTháng trước

    I love you so much and watched you consistently since i was 9 years old and i just wanna say i really appreciate this video because for the past 6 months i felt the exact same way as you feeling guilty and that i don’t deserve happiness that i’m being to dramatic but you and shane have opened my eyes , to know that we all deserve happiness!! I love you and stay strong 💞

  96. Veronica Belle

    Veronica BelleTháng trước

    YES BUNNY!!!! You're back and as am I :) You have our full support! I am so excited to start watching you again!

  97. Carmel Fasolo

    Carmel FasoloTháng trước

    I love you so so so so much

  98. William Jasper

    William JasperTháng trước

    love you Bunny, I've always loved you

  99. Makayla M

    Makayla MTháng trước

    I love that you wipe your tears with a beauty blender, just fabulous! I'm glad your going to start being yourself, and your vlogs don't need conclusions, PLEASE JUST KEEP BEING YOURSELF!!!!!!

  100. Aishaani Angel

    Aishaani AngelTháng trước

    Loveeeeeeeeeeee you bunny you were most likely the first ever youtuber i watched yh that’s crazy to me 😜 loveeeee youuuuu

  101. Gabby Menendez

    Gabby MenendezTháng trước

    Girl you are awesome. I am so proud of you! I love that you're opening up and telling your viewers your thoughts and letting us in a little bit. One of my favorite words that I tell myself a lot... An arrow has to be pulled back first in order for it to be launched ahead. You're doing it! I've always related to you because I am an odd ball. I can say I relate to you a lot more now. I also have anxiety and depression and I feel for you. I totally understand. But you're never alone and the best thing you can do is surround yourself with people who believe in you. I'm so glad Shane was able to help you! I was so excited that two of my favorite people were in one video too.. Well more than one haha.

  102. Adriana Rodriguez

    Adriana RodriguezTháng trước

    Dang u inspire me to stay strong through the stress and the anxiety and the hard times❤

  103. Fatii C

    Fatii CTháng trước

    #icameback I loved seeing you being real on Shane's series !

  104. hoatzin1

    hoatzin1Tháng trước

    It was great to see your personal life Bunny. Your viewers care about you and love your content. Keep it up!